So I went out for drinks with a guy friend tonight. Sometimes it seems like he's interested, sometimes not. Really frustrating . Currently texting him as I'm blogging as well haha. Anyways just wanted to say I don't know what to do. I'm so tired and the alcohol didn't help. I only had 5 hours and a bit of sleep last night.
To update on my last blog. I managed to complete 1.5 to 2 of the tasks on my to-do list: laundry and hw.
Good night!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Procrastination
Oh procrastination how you love to ruin my life!
So once again I'm blogging in my bed. Today's blog will be about how procrastination basically takes over my life. Every single time I get home from school there are readings and/or assignments to do. I always say to myself I should start doing them soon or at least start on them. But what do I do instead? Procrastinate of course! Same thing with other things I have to do. I would make a "to-do" list and end up only crossing off a couple of them. I usually do anything and everything but what I'm suppose to. Like...watching videos on YouTube or watching other shows. Both Chinese and English! Sometimes even Korean or Japanese! I am so terrible at keeping myself on track. I think I definitely lack motivation and self-discipline. I honestly don't know how to change my way of doing things. Maybe I should attend some workshops or something.
Oh and an example of how horrible I am? I skipped class this morning because I didn't finish the accounting assignment that was suppose to be handed in today. I only have TWO days of school a week (Mondays and Wednesdays). Usually I'd have to work 4 days but this week I only had to work ONE day! I had so much time to do my homework but instead I watched videos and shows on the internet. I did do some of the readings but wasted most of my time doing not-so-productive things.
Alright. Tomorrow I'm going to try really hard to be productive. My to-do list for tomorrow is as follows:
1. Do the laundry
2. Go to the gym or walk the dog if it's not raining
3. Do homework and possibly some readings
Oh and something I've REALLY been putting off..
4. Renew passport
Let's see how far I get with a list of only FOUR things.
Maybe I'll update tomorrow on here about how I did if I don't procrastinate this as well. :/
Good night!
So once again I'm blogging in my bed. Today's blog will be about how procrastination basically takes over my life. Every single time I get home from school there are readings and/or assignments to do. I always say to myself I should start doing them soon or at least start on them. But what do I do instead? Procrastinate of course! Same thing with other things I have to do. I would make a "to-do" list and end up only crossing off a couple of them. I usually do anything and everything but what I'm suppose to. Like...watching videos on YouTube or watching other shows. Both Chinese and English! Sometimes even Korean or Japanese! I am so terrible at keeping myself on track. I think I definitely lack motivation and self-discipline. I honestly don't know how to change my way of doing things. Maybe I should attend some workshops or something.
Oh and an example of how horrible I am? I skipped class this morning because I didn't finish the accounting assignment that was suppose to be handed in today. I only have TWO days of school a week (Mondays and Wednesdays). Usually I'd have to work 4 days but this week I only had to work ONE day! I had so much time to do my homework but instead I watched videos and shows on the internet. I did do some of the readings but wasted most of my time doing not-so-productive things.
Alright. Tomorrow I'm going to try really hard to be productive. My to-do list for tomorrow is as follows:
1. Do the laundry
2. Go to the gym or walk the dog if it's not raining
3. Do homework and possibly some readings
Oh and something I've REALLY been putting off..
4. Renew passport
Let's see how far I get with a list of only FOUR things.
Maybe I'll update tomorrow on here about how I did if I don't procrastinate this as well. :/
Good night!
Friday, September 24, 2010
Boys...
I'm typing this in my bed on my phone at 3 in the morning. Why am I not asleep yet? Well I fell asleep at 11 and woke up half an hour ago so I decided to post another random blog. Today's will be about guys and why I don't have one yet.
I can say I haven't actually had a real boyfriend yet. I had one back in high school but I don't think that one really counts. I used to think it was because I'm ugly.. but I'm happy to say that way of thinking has changed. I know I'm not gorgeous but I'm not ugly. My best friend says maybe it's because I'm too picky. I don't think so. She also thinks I don't put myself out there enough. I don't think so either. So then why am I still single? I have no idea. I've had a person say maybe I intimidate guys. He said it was because I'm pretty so guys are afraid to come up to me. Or they would figure I already have a boyfriend because I'm so pretty. Haha he sure made me laugh. It was really nice of him to say that though.
Sometimes I'd see couples together and wish I had a boyfriend. Sometimes I'd hear my friends complain about their relationships and I'd be glad I'm single. Other times I'm indifferent. But mostly I wish I had someone just be there..to hold me and care about me. Sometimes I think I should make the first move, but it's so hard. I'm not really that outgoing. I'm better than before but I'm still kinda shy at times. This may sound stupid but I'm kind of traditional in the sense that guys should make the first move. I know they appreciate it when girls step up and make that initial move. But still... it's easier said than done.
Maybe I'll try harder the next time I go out and see a guy I like. I'll make eye contact and give him a smile. I'll never know unless I try right? I'm going to keep on believing and hoping that things will turn out alright in the end. :)
Good night.
I can say I haven't actually had a real boyfriend yet. I had one back in high school but I don't think that one really counts. I used to think it was because I'm ugly.. but I'm happy to say that way of thinking has changed. I know I'm not gorgeous but I'm not ugly. My best friend says maybe it's because I'm too picky. I don't think so. She also thinks I don't put myself out there enough. I don't think so either. So then why am I still single? I have no idea. I've had a person say maybe I intimidate guys. He said it was because I'm pretty so guys are afraid to come up to me. Or they would figure I already have a boyfriend because I'm so pretty. Haha he sure made me laugh. It was really nice of him to say that though.
Sometimes I'd see couples together and wish I had a boyfriend. Sometimes I'd hear my friends complain about their relationships and I'd be glad I'm single. Other times I'm indifferent. But mostly I wish I had someone just be there..to hold me and care about me. Sometimes I think I should make the first move, but it's so hard. I'm not really that outgoing. I'm better than before but I'm still kinda shy at times. This may sound stupid but I'm kind of traditional in the sense that guys should make the first move. I know they appreciate it when girls step up and make that initial move. But still... it's easier said than done.
Maybe I'll try harder the next time I go out and see a guy I like. I'll make eye contact and give him a smile. I'll never know unless I try right? I'm going to keep on believing and hoping that things will turn out alright in the end. :)
Good night.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
My First Blog....Ever?
Alright, so I think this might be my first official blog ever. I had one back in high school called "Xanga" or something, but I don't think that actually counts. I guess I'll see if I can keep this going...since I have enough trouble keeping up with my homework and readings for school already. :/
I highly doubt many people will read this, if any at all. My life isn't really interesting. I could even say boring. I think I might just use this blog to ramble on about things I can't or don't want to tell people I know.There's so many things going on in my head right now, but I don't know how to put it into words. Even if I do, it'd just be a whole bunch of random things. Maybe I should just do that...type whatever I'm thinking about onto here. It is called "My Random Thoughts" after all.
I think I'll start with my spending haha. I'm a full-time university student, working part-time right now and I'm spending way more than I'm making. That's where credit cards come in right? WRONG. Such a bad idea. I really think I should cut up my credit card, but that "cash rebate" idea is so tempting! Even though it's not much I get back, it's still better than nothing right? I'm not at the state where I'm leaving my balances unpaid...yet (I'd be really screwed then since the interest is quite high), but I think it might lead there at some point. Maybe I should just learn how to control my spending... I'm not as bad as some other people I know. My friend is even more broke than me and she's still spending. :/ I know I shouldn't say that because it's not like it'll make my situation any better. But..it kinda makes me feel a bit better about myself. Ahhh, I'm so bad. No. More. Irrational. Unnecessary. Purchases!
That's it for tonight. It's currently 2am and I'm getting sleepy. And I'm breaking out...again.
"Don't stop believing, hold on to that feeling." That song from Glee just suddenly popped into my head. Random much?
Good night!
I highly doubt many people will read this, if any at all. My life isn't really interesting. I could even say boring. I think I might just use this blog to ramble on about things I can't or don't want to tell people I know.There's so many things going on in my head right now, but I don't know how to put it into words. Even if I do, it'd just be a whole bunch of random things. Maybe I should just do that...type whatever I'm thinking about onto here. It is called "My Random Thoughts" after all.
I think I'll start with my spending haha. I'm a full-time university student, working part-time right now and I'm spending way more than I'm making. That's where credit cards come in right? WRONG. Such a bad idea. I really think I should cut up my credit card, but that "cash rebate" idea is so tempting! Even though it's not much I get back, it's still better than nothing right? I'm not at the state where I'm leaving my balances unpaid...yet (I'd be really screwed then since the interest is quite high), but I think it might lead there at some point. Maybe I should just learn how to control my spending... I'm not as bad as some other people I know. My friend is even more broke than me and she's still spending. :/ I know I shouldn't say that because it's not like it'll make my situation any better. But..it kinda makes me feel a bit better about myself. Ahhh, I'm so bad. No. More. Irrational. Unnecessary. Purchases!
That's it for tonight. It's currently 2am and I'm getting sleepy. And I'm breaking out...again.
"Don't stop believing, hold on to that feeling." That song from Glee just suddenly popped into my head. Random much?
Good night!
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